Lienke . x
I guess this is what they call agony, this is how people feel when they're dying. Maybe if I just let everything go, maybe then I'll feel relief, I'll finally be happy again. 'Cause what's been going through my head all day cannot be healthy. I don't know how to say this but I feel tired, exhausted, dried up. I need something new, something I can live for. I need someone to come sweep me off my feet, someone to come and save me, someone to love me. Maybe it's true what they say, that you cannot make it on your own. But what if you have to? What if you've got nobody else but your own lonesome self? What's life worth then? People can say they care, they can tell you 'iloveyou' with the softest of voices, but do they mean it? Do they honestly love you for who you are? 'Cause everywhere you go, you're never the same person. Everything changes every single second, your personality, your looks, your heart. So how can people love us, when we're not even complete yet? And what if you loved someone you could never ever have? Not just the kind that you think is unreachable, but the kind that you absolutely know for certain that you can NEVER have. The kind of guy that breaks your heart in two just by thinking of the way his lips would feel, the kind of guy that's too far away to touch. What if all you've ever wanted was to be in his arms for five seconds, and you can't even have that. What if you die whenever you think of him? Will faith get you what you want eventually? Will love overcome everything? Will hope survive all these difficult states of mind? Or will faith, love and hope just give up on you and leave you in a ditch somewhere so you can waste away slowly? ♥
Oh yes, I'm fine,
Everything's just wonderful,
I'm having the time of my life.
Tekstjessky: RandomxButterflies
Noxa: Lienkeh
Netlog: lienkeVAMPIRE

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